Tonight I have had no pain since I took a nap around 5:00. I wanted to go out to dinner, did my makeup and my hair and we even stopped at the book store for a vegan and vegetarian recipe book….today, for the first time in a long time, I feel hopeful that I may in fact be ok. I’m trying to accept the fact that I wasn’t dealt the greatest hand of cards but that I have a lot of power in how I play them. I realize that some of it is out of my control but that in some strange way this is a chance for me to have the life that I have always wanted but was too scared to fail at so I never tried. I have a chance to be one of the healthiest people I know. I also have the chance to help make my family and other’s around me healthy. Maybe this is god’s little push in the right direction.
Sunday, November 1, 2009
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